Tuesday, June 25, 2024

2024: PART ONE "?"..... REALLY?!!!!! [EXPLETIVE DELETED!!!!!!!!!!]

 

2024 1st UPDATE!!!!!

 

#sorryimissedthequarter

 

MARK IT!!!!!

2024.6.Xx. PLUS

 

… SHIT!!!!!

 

…WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT’S JUNE!!!!!!!!!!

 

[COMPLETE; UNINTELLEGABLE; and F@#$ MOTHERING!!!! CURSING!!!!!]

 

[FOLLOWED BY HEAVEY BREATHING.  GREAT SIGHING!!  AND OTHERWISE EXASTERBATION!!!] {…. i theenk I seid tha wurd wraink}

 

 

LITERALY?!!!!!


 

W!!!!!!!!!
T!!!!!!!!!!
F!!!!!!!!!!


I’m so far gone…

…like, only way out this wood, NOW!!!;
……………is to keep on, keeping on.

“Cause I Pooh is behind me, and I have this feeling that our definition of “honey,” is VASTLEY DIFFERENT!


Too much to deal with, family, personal, [work]/{money}, WHATEVER ELSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!; and then there’s that thing……………

 



[snapz bach to “The Real.]

 

……………..huh??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like I’ve said………………I lost the point!!!

 

 

 

 

Was I on “LIFE” ……or just my “BULLS*@&!!!!!”…

………either way…It’s REALLY THE SAME!!!!!!!!!!


………………..in form, or fashion.

 

 

 

 

 

Work:  After searching since September, I FINALLY!!!!! have a “$15/hr|40/wk!!!”  InsideOut Home Recreation Outfitters [formerly Lighthouse if that rings a bell for the older folks].  I work in the delivery department, based out of the main warehouse, at the Northwood store. 

So, my LITERAL 9-5 [no joke, that’s the schedule] is taken up by delivering spas, patios, pools, billiard/foosball/air hocky tables; and/or accessories thereof [takes a breath since I dunt that in uno].  WITH: “some assembly required.”  Hate IKEA/Sauder/(thelike).  Least we have a drill handy……………..fuck if I can find a bit.

Right!
Very sad.

ANYWAY!!!\

 

HEY DOC. I’M DOING PSHYICHAL LABOR…I’M GETTING ALL MY REPS IN; PUSHING FOR GREATNESS!!!!!!!!!! 

It’s a fairly chill environment as my supervisors are understanding, and not total slave drivers, and my co-workers are “humans just like me.”

The only “heat” comes when it’s busy, or some sort of time crunch, or multi-team scheduling gets pressed.  …Or when Summer sticks its thumb up our chocolate starfish.  Teamwork on the job is great to have; we all “just do,” if someone isn’t there, then the next one of us gets it done; sometimes we’ll switch it up (LITERALLY ME AND THE GUY THAT STARTED AFTER ME) get to practice.  Not yet gotten my D.O.T. Certification; needed to drive any vehicle other than the Transit. 

So, the fleet consists of: an F350 stake truck [fits one spa and bullshit]; a flatbed trailer that fits two spas (the bullshit, in the F350 bed): Ford Transit (“SHORT boi/” not the “TALL man”) …. don’t get me started.  Mercedes Box Truck (Sprinter cab with 16-foot box end), and “The Rental Truck/Enterprise,” an International 26 Foot, BEHEMOTH OF A BITCH, STRAIGHT-TRUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!  In terms of vehicles: I can run and learn through a truck n’ trailer……………. but that BEHEMOTH……………I’ma need sum play time ‘fore I run w’t it!!!! 

The “WORK” isn’t necessarily “hard,” it is very physical, OBVIOUSLY!!!  Yet, I don’t care to mind it.  I work with a great crew, and we know what needs doing.

 

FAMILY: Mom Is One Drug Away!!!  From being off all the “Leukemia Drugs.”  That’ll be, THE biggest win for “Me”/ “Mine.”  Still has other things to deal with though, in the after affects.  OH, BUT WAIT THERE’S MORE!!!!! DAD!!!  A few bits back; was in [Shop] for some {excess fluid found around the engine}.  We got that fixed…. or so we thoughts couple months later, back to E.R. for same thing…turns out the drug that he was supposed to be on for three months, he was only given a month’s worth.  RE-UPPED!!!  Sis and Hubby are doing, Sis is working on her master’s degree, [Hubby] got a new Chevy Colorado (both work in [car] industry), obviously GM branding…. I suck at these details.  In-Law side of family are keeping on and doing things.  Mum N’ Dad are finally retired…or working that way.  Sis is doing the traveling that EVERYONE should; but she has the added benefit that her Father-In-Law is a pilot, and [they] can use the “seat-thing” to piggy-back to wherever “that plane be going.”

 

THIS MONKEY!!!:  I’m doing.  I do not have any other choice.  Still trying to get back on [A] track with bills, fun, and debt.  Best thing for now is that I have a 9-5 that covers bills, @$16/hr; now that I passed my probate.  And, yes, I’m still working Marco’s part-time to help some of the in-between.  Marco’s and InsideOut are on opposite bi-weekly pay periods…that’s quite dangerous for me. I’m trying to take time out for me, friends, and whatever else.  GOT TO SEE MY AUNT!!!!!!!!!!!  One of the Aunt’s that raised me, was in-town; was able to meet up for dinner.  She lives in Texas….so it’s random when I get to see her…. Her childhood bestie is still in Toledo, so gives Her a reason to travel; or twice I’ve been able to travel to Texas.  Been two-ish years since last I got to hug her. 

Gotz Mi Burfdai Cumming in a Munth!!!!!!  Requested the four-day weekend.  It’ll be unpaid; so, anyone wishing to help me out on a [date/event] would be great.  Only plan I have is to coheres my parents into buying me sushi for my actual B-Day dinner, then going to the zoo on Monday; since it’s free to Lucas County residents.  Outside of all that…. I’m just trying to be mindful of my $$.................not going too well.  I work in Northwood…..still at Secor/Central….so figure out THAT gas.  Also, I get into fights w my alarm-clock…..means I don’t pack a lunch.  At least “Big Apple Deli” is close by, as well as “Dairy Depot.”  AND!, ALL THE OTHER drive-thrus in Northwood/Oregon.

 

[Monkey Boy AJ]: The Xbox Gamertag AND aliases!!!! Google the name…. you’ll know WHO I am!!!!!!!!!!:  So, “Forza Horizon 5: Retro Wave” WAS GREAT…. the radio they set up: AWESOME; the car list was sweeter than honey.  Got all the goodies I cared too: DeLorean, GMC Syclone, and best of all, the 2021 Lambo Countach!!!!!!  Play/Playing through “Rage Series,” as so I’m playing-through “Cyberpunk 2077” A.G.A.I.N.!!!!!  [It’s one of my favorite movies] “Star Wars: Acolyte,” they know what to do with a show….. almost hate to know if they go “Big Screen.”  Aside from “The Mandalorian” movie…. since that’ll be based off SHOW not some BS new thang.  “The Hitman,” on Netflix, FUN, loved all the personas he took on, and I guess it was loosely based on a real person.  Trying to watch more movies on the platforms I forget I pay for; but others in the house DO have accounts, so I just hope they use more than me.  Watching game-playthroughs of a few favorite series; mainly the same experience, and I don’t want to pull an old system right now.  [F.E.A.R.]: game series…. never backwards compatible; always fun to watch though….again….fav movie!!!!!

 

 

 

 

 

FINALE!!!!!: There’s always something going on [The Family/Me/Work/Gamez].  Good, Bad, Otherwise.  It’s been HOTT [weather]!!!!!  The “shit?,” ………. LOOK!!!, the horrors persist…BUT SO DO I!!!!!!  There’s been a few times that the light has shown through the dark.  And yet, just the same, the dark has put me to bed.  Work sucks. Life sucks. It all SUCKS!  …. Blood, Taxes, Death…. MAYBE THEN???!!!!!…. I can have “freedom?”

 

NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

 

 

At best: I win the lotto, at rando, find an island, buy it, move to it, never look back……….

 



…PERIOD!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

I need to see my tattoo artist.